List #148: A Lack of Motivation is Bringing me Down

I've been a lazy blogger. I'll admit it. I don't really want to apologize for it because this is just a place to write things on the Internet. But my schedule has been thrown since my April move. See? I used to blog in the morning before work. And now, I just want to lay in bed a bit longer. And I don't want to spend the money on tea or coffee. Plus, there is a whole bunch of other stuff like work stress and life and well, feeling like I may have run out of things to say.

So, today's list, in a push to get myself to write more, is a collection of things I've been doing and what I've been thinking while I've been leaving you to hang out on the Internet without me:

  • Trying to get the library in tip-top shape for summer. This is what happens every year.
  • Visiting schools and being the neighborhood librarian. Getting myself out into the community more.
  • Wondering if I'll always be a damsal in distress. Because my anxiety says yes.
  • Wondering if I'm only good at writing when I am a damsal in distress. Because my lack of writing says yes.
  • Actually dating someone. And liking him. Shhh.
  • And actually very quiet about this on the blog. It's one thing to blog my life, another to blog someone else.
  • Attending weddings. It's what I do.
  • Trying to catch up on my reading. The goal of 52 books by the end of the year seems so far away.
  • Fearing that I'll have wrinkly cleavage. I just love my boobs too much for this.
  • Walking. Sometimes, though not often, two times a day.
  • Daydreaming about vacations. And how they are needed and how I will pay for them.
  • Feeling (and fearing) that I'm running out of things to say. And hoping to find some inspiration soon.
  • Wondering how I can squeeze extra time in the day. Or at least be better at managing my own.
I can only hope that I write more than one post this week. Let's do this. And for those of you still around, thank you for sticking by me.

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