And just for today I don't want to hear about how 30s are better than 20s. And I don't want to hear about how there is so much in front of me. I don't want to be reminded that I'm established and that I spent the time on me.
Because from where I stand 30 looks lonely. And I'm not quite sure than anyone who said 30s are better than anything before was a.) single b.) supporting parents c.) living with an disabled parent d.) struggling to feel like they've arrived. Or at least not all of these combined. And yes, I realize that many people my age are in far sadder, struggling shoes. I lost one just this year. And yes, these are white girl problems but sometimes I want to feel entitled to bitch. And sometimes I want to cry, a lot. And a lot of the time, I wish I had a fairy godmother.